Why Do I Fail In Everything I Try???

There's a place inside my mind, a place I like to hide
You don't know the chances
What if I just die?
The place inside my brain, another kind of pain
You don't know the chances
I'm so blind!

Another means I find to escape the pain inside
You don't know the chances
What if I just die?
The place inside my brain, another kind of pain
You don't know the chances
I'm so blind!

Deeper and deeper is all im turning to
Living a life that seems to be
A lost reality
That I can never find a way to reach
My inner self-esteem is low
How deep can I go in the ground that I lay
If I don't find a way to see through the grey that clouds my mind?
This time I look to see what's between the lines

I can´t see, I can´t see, I'm going blind
I can´t see, I can´t see, I'm going blind
I can´t see, I can´t see, I'm going blind
I can´t see, I can´t see, I'm going blind